Free, feel, breathe, exhale. Soaring, wind.
I'm flying and the wind is in my face.
My eyes are tightly shut, I'm terrified, but exhilerated.
I'm not making this up. I'm really here.
I'm thinking too much. Restraining myself.
I want to be free and really fly.
Really enjoy this. Haaaaa.
I'm not dreaming. My eyes are open now.
Thinking too much.
My body is clenched up. My arms are tight at my sides.
This is not me really flying. I'm tumbling, spinning, rolling down through the air.
How am I registering this uncomfortable clenching as more comfortable than soaring, flying?
I know I want to change. But can I? And how would I do it?
Thinking too much.
But what am I if I'm not thinking?
What am I when I let go?
My arms are resting on the air now, face is resting on the air.
I am tired enough now that I can rest.
My cheek feels the lift of the air.
The air circles around my eyes.
